See, I was not born immortal, and was not always like this. I made a discovery on May 20th, 2017 in Puerto Rico that both saved my life, and healed my brain from years and years of self induced loathing and sadness.
I do not know if you have ever been in a state of endless loneliness, where you feel like the Universe is collapsing in on yourself, and the only way to escape, is death. Well that’s how I felt before May 20th. So how did I get there?
Well, it all started on September 15th, 2000, when I had left to be a Christian Missionary in Preston, England. I had gone on a Mission because I had seen my brothers Will and Aki go on Missions, and I had seen how serving God had totally changed their lives.
Most people, when they go on a Mission it is because they have a testimony of Christ. I sort of did, but not really. I wondered it if was all a ‘nonsense story’ or if it was “the truth” like they say. I didn’t know. To be honest, I was more into books like Carlos Castaneda wrote about sorcerers in Mexico and Buddhist Teachings than I was the Bible. I really wasn’t sure about anything. I didn’t “know Jesus” that’s for sure. However I had read the teachings of my Church for all my life, as I love to read weird stuff, and for sure the Bible is weird.
So I go to this place in Preston they called “The Missionary Training Center” and I feel guilty as crap because I had basically lied in my Missionary Interviews when they were asking about my sins and my past and whatnot.
And for 3 days, and 3 nights I had a deep, heavenly sorrow weigh in on my heart, and I thought I was going to die. I remembered every sin I had ever had happen to me in my life, and was even haunted by them in dreams. Every time I had ever said a little white lie. Every time I had ever mistreated someone. Etc. It was AWFUL.
I was certain if I died right then, God would cast me into hell and I’d be SCREWED FOREVER. And on the 3rd day, on September 15th, 2000 I was sitting in a particular Temple, a sacred and holy space with complete silence (no technology or sound equipment, for example was allowed in this Holy Space) and I was sitting there, in deep pain and sorrow, and there was a moment when I felt like I was going to DIE… I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that before, or even if you feel like that now.
And at that moment I said “Jesus, please save me. Please forgive me. I need you…” and I heard the sound of a branch breaking, and heard the sound of a rushing mighty wind, like a tornado, and my eyes rolled up straight in the back of my head, and I looked straight up, and I saw a doorway open in space, and I saw a heavenly being descending down in a pillar of fire, and then Jesus, standing behind me touched my head, and he gave me “The Key of David” and what I shut, no man can open, and what I open, no man can shut.
And a wave of fire descended through my body slowly, like a wave of light. And when it moved through my feet, fire came from the heavens, and from the earth and filled my whole body, and then burst forth from my heart and filled the world, and my sins, and my past were forgiven me, and I rose up, transfigured, a new man… my past completely melted away. I was filled with spiritual abilities, and knowledge, and great power of moving the hearts and minds of people.
15 years later I had built a team of 650,000 people in Network Marketing, and I was in a place of deep sorrow, for I had gotten caught up in the ways of the world, my wife had left me, and my heart was lost in a deep, deep unimaginable loneliness and pain.
Have you ever been there?
One day, lonely and by myself in my giant house in Escazu, Costa Rica I was laying on my bed and looking at the wall near the door. And I saw a dark shadow floating in space by the wall, and it gathered in force, and grew. I thought I was sleeping or dreaming, and tried to pinch myself to see - and certainly I was awake. I touched my eyes, opened them again, and the shadow grew and grew…
...until it was a 9 ½ foot tall shadow, at which point the shadows sucked into its own biology and formed a perfectly clear, transparent woman with yellow, glowing eyes with a vertical slit. She was wearing a pink bikini with necromancy symbols, and her eyes looked at me like she hated my guts - and this giant, 9 foot tall demons cat eyed chick started running at me like Xena the Warrior Princess… and I lept up and said:
“In The Name Of Jesus, Get Out, Demon!!!”
And she exploded back into the shadows. Panicking, I got up and turned all the lights in my house on. And then after 30 minutes, I calmed down and was able to relax. So I turned the lights back off, and then layed back down - but I couldn’t look at that wall, so I turned away and faced the other one.
30 seconds later, I felt BREATHING on my neck and I look up and that 9 ½ foot woman is once again staring at me, BREATHING on me. And I said “In the name of Jesus, get out… WOMAN!!!” And she once again exploded back into the shadows.
After that point, I freaked out and went to a deliverance ministry, who I talked to about the problems I had in my family, and also about the manifestations I had in my house, and they gave me some prayers to say over my house… instructing me to first remove all objects that could have been demonic objects placed in the house by people I knew.
And on September 15th, 2015 - my 15 year anniversary of being born again, I said the prayer they gave me to put a canopy of protection around my house… and then I began to journal. While I was writing I asked God a question about a friend of mine, who had been severely tormented by demons. I asked “God, how long shall she be tormented” and I heard a voice that said:
“Until The Day That I Open The Heavens.”
I said “huh?” because I had never heard a voice… and I looked up and my field of vision darkened out, and I saw this beautiful woman in question sitting on the floor, with mascara dripping down her cheeks with tears, and she was being tormented by 4 dark shadows.
And I looked to the right, and I saw a red, floating head in space with glowing black eyes (it was the anti christ, the guy who was working for me I mentioned years later) and he projected a thought into my mind, and he said “we hate you”.
And I looked back to the left and saw the woman, weeping and in tears and pain she cried out, and a supernatural cloud appeared above her house and a pillar of fire descended down from the cloud and consumed all of the shadows, and the woman stood up, bathed in white light.
At that same moment, that same cloud (I was in my house) opened above my house, and it made world news on my anniversary of being born again, witnessed by many people in Costa Rica. Here is a picture of the cloud, which was not by my house, but EXACTLY OVER my house, while I was praying and seeing the vision: